HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHAEL

I CANT HELP IT, I wanted to tell'em to BEAT IT
when they said the king of pop is dead, I felt
they just WANNA BE STARTIN SOMETHIN, I mean
really we just lost Farrah earlier that day
I REMEMBER THE TIME, I got BUTTERFLIES just
waiting for verification that is was true
then I cried to know a SMOOTH CRIMINAL with
drugs took you out, guess we did'nt know
THE MAN IN THE MIRROR after all, once
the story came out

I still remember THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL
whenever you first moon walked across the
stage I screamed at the TV (amazing), guess
you showed us whose BAD, I bet BILLY JEAN was
SPEECHLESS to, you always was a THRILLER and it
did'nt matter if you were BLACK or WHITE a
MJ fan is a fan for life and thats the truth
Quiet as it's kept, when I was younger I just
knew I was gonna be THE LADY IN YOUR LIFE
I had your posters all over my wall and I
was convinced ROCK WITH YOU AND PYT were songs
about me (lol)
Anyway know that you are missed and your fans
JUST CAN'T STOP LOVIN YOU........R.I.P

HALF OF SOME

BACON NO EGGS
TOAST NO JAM
KOOL-AID NO SUGAR
COFFEE NO CREAM
CEREAL NO MILK
PASTA NO SAUCE
ALL THE INGREDIENTS FOR A SALAD BUT NO LETTUCE
(few days before payday, need groceries
low on cash and gas).....

Half of some is what you got
halfway full damn near empty
never completing the completeness
the situation is irritating
sometimes devastating
or just downright aggravating
have your tastebuds all rev'd up
only to discover its to late
the cake on the plate got ate
at some point you resort to
nothingness
because you want what you want
and nothing else will do
or else you settle for another
option
because your first choice is
half of some.....

A LOVE SONG - PART 7

(THE END OF THE BEGINNING)

flashback--graduation the night of the horrible fight

Graduation was awesome, after walking the stage
caps were thrown and pictures taken, partytime

A happy occasion, the music was blaring and dancin was going on
the punch got spiked, they danced a slow song and the feel good
felt good

Tonight was especially special because they were going to
do it, you got that--they were going to DO IT

Until--ring, ring he went to the lobby to answer
Hello, hey bey it's me Ingrid, Happy Graduation
surprise, I'm downtown the hotel next door to
the Sheetz gas station
6 floor, room 693 it's about to be a private party
you the bed and me (he said, see you soon)

Look I need to leave he said enjoy the rest of
your night
leave, what you mean I thought it was me and you
sorry but something came up, I got something I need
to go do
your so fulla crap, I'm telling you now, I'm finished
with you if you walk outta here tonight
ok fine he said, I really dont want to fight
but I don't care I dont owe you a thing
it's not like we're married or I gave you
a diamond ring
i'm not obligated to you, nor you 0bligated to me
I must go now, be safe, have fun and live free
(he left)

DEVASTATED --she got drunker than drunk
(woke up in a tub full of jello)


THE PRESENT

Exscuse me pretty lady, anyone sitting here
do you mind if I buy you a drink
after remembering about that night, she said
sure surprise me, but dont make it a girlie
girl drink--I want it stiff (an 8-ball)
I'm talking about the drink silly, what else
did you think
they drank and laughed, she had made a new friend
His name was Benjamin, but all his friends called
him BIG BEN........

(well, well, well - now what?)
STAY TUNED - IT AIN'T OVER.....

A PLACE TO MEET

They had been meeting every other week
for over a year, rain or shine
they ate lunch, drank coffee, bitched
about life or sometimes just sat quitely
saying nothing

she had somebody and he had somebody
but yet they had each other
the attraction was strong, right or wrong
they never took it past that park bench
Guess they just did'nt wanna mess up
what they had......

A BAD DISPOSITION OR A WORSE SITUATION

(SHE HAD A SECRET).....
He treated her like a dirty piece of gum stuck to the bottom of his shoe
berated, intimidated a constipated piece of turd
there was no love making only man handling sex taking
why do you stick around, never understood why
she didnt stand her ground
at some point, some time and place somthing's gotta give
a stunted growth, this aint no way to live
one day her baby girl asked "why cant we just leave"
that was the breaking point her incentive enough to deceive
so she packed up there stuff and left that woman beat'n,
womanizing, liar a shortly written note
this is what she had to say, in the note she wrote:

I'm done, I'm out you sorry ass sack a shit
Im done with this loveless relationship, I give up and I quit
I'm outta this dump. I'm leaving you along with all the bills
Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, your gonna need to see a doctor
because what I also leave you with is gonna require lots and lots
of pills....

THE KISS

Addicted like a crackhead on a Monday
cant eat, cant sleep, cant think straight
contemplating, paitiently waiting
for another kiss, that I miss, in total
bliss as I reminisce about a kiss that I
miss

The sun has set I cant forget
the day we met nor do i regret
the kiss that lead to total bliss
as I reminisce about a kiss that
I miss......(muah)!!!!

A LOVE SONG - PART6

(HOW DO RUMORS GET STARTED)

Nosey Josey told Barbara, who told Charlotte, who told Evelyn, who told Marissa. who told Rachael. who told anybody that would listen......

After the Ingrid fiasco, she survived and progressed on in life
got her masters degree, ran a sucessful business and became a married to
the job kinda wife
Sitting in her office, door open this is what she heard
(they were talking about him)

You know he married a stripper in Vegas, right
no- he married a Vegas stripper and she has a son
no- he married a stipper she has 2 kids and he has a son
nope that's wrong he married a stripper across town
and she left her son in Vegas with her parents
to finish school
Well I heard he married a stripper but she a Lawyer now
no- no he married his sister's stripper friend and she has
a little girl
and so forth and so on (blah, blah, blah)

Her co-worker friend, knocked on the open door and walked in her office
said, I know you hear that mess they talkin but girl I kinow the truth

*** Before he married Ingrid, he met this stripper the night he turned 21
they were together for over a year and a half, they have a son named
Jake (cute as a button), I know all this because Mary is my cousin****

She thanked her friend for the info, closed up shop and quietly exit left
a little shocked, dazed--gut punched in the stomach and really needing air
and she didnt want them catty women looking at her to share, compare or stare

A son she thought to a stripper aint that about a trip
whatever, that's his business, because I refuse to cuss and flip
She headed straight to CORDOVA'S to eat and have a stiff drink
she didnt want to be left alone to sit around and think
she ate, she drank and people watched, she drank and people watched
then went completely still, this song came on (Tonight is the night)
it took her back about 7 years, lost in thought, rememba graduation
REWIND--the night of the horrible FIGHT....

STAY TUNED IT AIN'T OVER----

R KELLY SONGS- (a spicy poem)

MSCHELL (author) 8/3/2013 --Inspiration comes from everywhere.......                             

Pull Ya: Dress Down & Pants Up/it aint sexy, it aint cute---- (The night Cinderella got punked)....

First off let me start by saying these are my thoughts and opinions and in no way do I mean to be a hater....

Recently a really good friend and I went to a birthday party, it was an older crowd, the music was on point and people were dancing and having a good time this was before 12 o'clock a.m. After some drinks, dancing and socializing we decided to get adventurous and go somewhere else.

Well we get to our next destination (mind you, it's still before 12 o'clock a.m.)and at first everything was cool, even recognized some familiar faces from my partying days. So we get a really good table and we're having a pretty good time.

AFTER 12 o'clock A.M.---FIFTY SHADES OF WHAT IN THE WORLD?

The crowd changed, the music changed and I knew no one. The place turned into a fashion show of flesh,I remember thinking where's the rest of here dress? Don't get me wrong some of the young ladies looked cute in there little short dresses with matching stilletoes BUT theres always a butt. Everyone can't wear everything and who let you out the house looking like that? I remember not long ago whenever I was leaving the house to hangout with friends my dad would always say "BE A LADY, ACT LIKE YOU GOT SOME CLASS ABOUT YOURSELF" those words always stayed in my head. Another thing I noticed was nobody was dancing, the girls were to busy standing around pulling (down/at) there dresses. What, I can remember dancing all night and never sitting down, because the DJ knew how to spin those records and it was a party for real.....

I saw a pearson with light bright RED braids down to there butt and I immediately thought, I wonder where she works. Ok, I guess I probably just needed to go home because I started thinking. Wow, times have changed, even the air was different and the way some of these people were dressed it's no wonder they get called the b word and hoes. I saw enough butt cheeks to last me a lifetime just from people walking past the table. Oh man, what am I gonna do if my son comes home with one of these hot tamales in the very near future?

And I got another question, besides going to church or a special event--does anybody where dress shoes anymore? I saw a young man with pink hightop sneakers and a matching pink shirt (it takes a confident man to wear pink).
I remember when the brother's would get dressed (dress pants, dress shirt and dress shoes)loooking good and smellin good to hangout on a Friday/Saturday night. Now it's jeans and sneakers (wow). Ol skool could teach this generation a thing or two.

Now can we talk for a minute, does anyone remember your not suppose to wear white after Labor Day? Well, I saw Uggs boots with fur and hotpant shorts as one outfit on a hot summer night (really) and I won't even talk about the man with the suit on from Easter 1970 with the matching hat who looked like a misfit in a sea of flesh, he was ol skool on a mission (if you know what I mean) with his slick talkin to them young girls.

Public Announcement: I know Hanes, Eddie Bauer, Calvin Klein, Fruit of a Loom to name a few make Boxer underwear I don't want to look at them all night because your just standing there in one space, right in my face (so annoying)--- oh yeah while I'm thinking about it, YO MAH falls on deaf ears with me...YO MAH can I sit my drink here, YO MAH what's your name, YO MAH you married, YO MAH someone sitting here (shaking my head)...

Yes it was a very interesting night, hope you enjoyed my little write----signing off an official oldhead.