Sunday, September 29, 2013


As I sit back and reflect
back then I wasnt ready
didnt take life seriously
lived kinda wrecklessly
didnt know what I wanted
from one day to the next
ran from anything that
resembled committment
after one bad breakup

Now I can say
I am thankful for survival
wiser with age
loving life and loving the
more mature me
glad I didnt settle
patiently waiting for my more better
not to traumatized by the
never ending rollercoastrer ride
of this thing called life..... Registered & Protected 

Sunday, September 8, 2013


Don't blow me up today
after you stood me up last night
the buzz, busy signal is all you
will get
the world does'nt revolve around you
Ain't nobody got time for that
inspite of it all I had a ball
doing what I do
turning heads and taking numbers
making the best of a situation
since I already came out the house
you really messed up when you didnt
show up

Gotta put the big girl panties on
because I'm flying solo
the social butterfly of days of old
waiting on someone who never came
no text, no call--game recognize game
you cant expect more than your
willing to give---R E S P E C T
asking for a million only offering
five cents
maybe it's best if you stay in
your lane
not trying to be a crash-dummy
running into a brick wall
if you allow it once, it will
happen again and again
the matter could have been straightened
out, with a simple phone call----- Registered & Protected 



He drove that 18 wheeler down I95 with the
sweetness of dark chocolate (silky smooth)
she road with him whenever she could
their friendship was progressing nicely
as it should
she even had a handle name (sugarbear one)
they laughed, shared stories as they drove off
into the sun

sometimes in the quietness of the cab
she thought about HIM leaving a wound
with a scab
she was trying to move forward with Ben a
nice guy
but he was lacking in something she could
not explain or even wanted to try
Whatever she was feeling had to exit stage right
because Ben, was honest, nice and polite

99 botles of beer on the wall was the current
he sensed something was wrong, so he
created intervention (the drinking game)
pulling over to a rest stop for some food
and a drink
what was wrong with her he wondered and
began to think
she was in the lady's room when her cell
started to ring
the number she recognized and mixed emotions
it did bring
Hello-- was all she said
It was HIM- dont say a word, I just thought
you'd like to know, glad you didnt change
your number, is what he had to say
just wanted you also to know
Aunt Sara passed away earlier today
(rememba Aunt Sara- from part 2)
I'll send the service info, once the arrangements
are made--bye.....
All she could do was stare at her phone, blankly----

ESP ain't no joke, after all this time, she still
could sense when something was wrong with him---
Does this mean they are going to be seeing each other?

STAY TUNED-- it ain't over...... Registered & Protected